Wednesday, August 04, 2010

Rethinking the blog

This blog has become a disaster. I never write in it and I think I know why. Ever since I moved back to the US, I've been a little self conscious about carrying a blog. In Japan it wasn't a problem because 75 percent of my friends didn't speak English and therefore couldn't really read my blog and the other 25 percent could but either didn't care or cared a lot because I was living so far away. Now there's this whole stigma associated with the self-obsessed blogger who cannot help but send her thoughts out into the internet superhighway (as they once called it). Well, I'll just have to embrace that fact that I in fact am that girl.

I referred to my good friend and former art teacher, Naoko sensei, for some reassurance. Her blog is exactly what I want mine to be like. There's no theme, except for "perspectives" (i.e. she's an artist and perspective drawings are a foundation of art, but she is also writing about what ever she wants to because its her gosh darn perspective). I tried with the theme thing,but I think my studies and career are so full of one theme (urban planning) that writing about it on my free time would just tire me out. I was never one to be focused.

So this will continue to be as all over the place as it's always been.

1 comments:

Era said...

Hey there, just wanted you to know that I'm still reading! And I agree, it's a vulnerable experience to put yourself out there, but I'm impressed with your resolve and your willingness to say what's on your mind, even if it's negative.